Thursday, April 8, 2010

Heart Broken

Where do i start.......this blog might be a really sad one cause i am actually going to write about myself see i have always been a really nice guy have been heartbroken really badly...........I met this really nice girl i do not think i should call any names ....this individual captivated me from first sight she was extremely beautiful fun loving and special......for the first time in a long time i started to feel the joy of wanting to be with someone again after my heart was broken.....We started to talk to each other more and more and after a time i started to find myself liking this individual more.....If anyone knows Sean Lopez he admires a woman who can carry on a good conversation and this girl had it......she could make me laugh smile and blush all in the same sentence....she was sweet this girl became my source of comfort i enjoyed every waking moment spent with her.....but i messed up i screwed up things really bad at times but in-spite of what i did she still loved me to me that was a first cause most girls would not of taken as much crap as this girl did.....so i decided i was going to behave and settle down and really start appreciating this individual for the person she truly was....and that was nothing but remarkable someone who deserved to be love for who and what she was........I started to silently fall in love with her she became part of my everyday living my early mornings and my really late nights we spent more time with each other than anybody i know......the even better thing is that we never got bored spending time together i was there for her 24 O and her likewise.........I fell in love with her not just you know ordinary fall in love the one where you say it but don't mean it.......I really fell in love with her with my whole heart she became center of heart...her happiness meant everything to me and i have to let her go cause we are from two different worlds........my heart really hurts but i want to take this opportunity to let this individual know that I love her and you meant the world to me and i am sorry for breaking your heart if i did i also want you to know that i was my happiest when i was with you and i hope our part cross again.....and this time i promise never to let you go.............................I LOVE YOU!!!! Onika Alexander.........


Yours Forever
Sean Lopez

5 comments:

  1. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....Sean u have me crying and this is really sweet. Despite of whatever you did I hope she forgives you, because only a real man will pour out his heart and soul for the world to know how he feels about the woman he love. I admire that, whoever you are (the lady??)I really hope that you stick with Sean and rekindle the love that you both have for eachother. Good guys only comes around once in a lifetime, likewise the good women. They say to know if something is truely yours set it free and if it comes back to you then you know for sure it was meant for you...well honestly Sean, I believe she will, for the life of you I hope she does. Take care hun.

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  2. sean this is really touching............i think she will reconsider after reading about it but unsaying so probably u did not try hard enough cause opening up like this tells me she musta have the world so as ari sad if it is truely yours let it go and if it comes back it means so much more keep the faith hun she love u very much!!!!!!!!!!!.....i love u very much.....smile

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  3. Onika i totally agree with you i admit i did not try as hard as i should have and you are right she means the world to me............Ari hunny thank you for your support but i think i am the lucky one finding such a rear diamond i hope and do pray she reconsiders cause she holds quite a special place in my heart Onika I Love you to I'm smiling........

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  4. When love is true and pure it never dies,no matter what ups and downs there might be in a relationship it may always be momentary if the parties involved fight for what they have in their hearts to make it happen,regular human beings can cant usually tell when love is authentic and true, but having faith in god will bring victory to those who are experiencing true love...have faith.......:)

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  5. Thank you very much Kevin.....and Faith is what i am going to have!!!!

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